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whoa valentine day is round the corner. so i figure i change the template to create some atmosphere for valentine day. not that i am in love or anything. i just lyk the template. its kinda plain and simple but its sweet cann.

just to clarify something. i dun have a boyfriend now. so get the facts before doing anything. my current marital status is single and it will remain lyk this for the next few years. As for those who are reallie keen to find me a boyfriend, thanks. i appreciate your effort. But i seriously and honestly dun need one now.

i am seriously tired and sick of ppl asking me abt boyfriend stuffs. I dun have boyfriend. i have best friends.

now that valentine day is round the corner, its a popular trend to play the angel and mortal game in dhs. I currently have 2 mortals. and on monday. i think i will have 2 more. cos art club is playing the game too. and i will be teaching cushka to play. lol

i dunno if i have been a good angel. for my mortal last year wasnt that nice. haha btw i still have no idea who was my angel last year so can some kind souls out there pls enlighten me? thanks alot.

well i seem to have to get presents for practically everyone i noe in dhs. which is lyk alot. but not that much when compared to others. i noe more ppl every year and means more presents. some of my friends' birthdays are approaching too. and i am broke. i chipped in lyk 40 bucks for my cousin's ipod mini bday present. his girlfriend is just so nice cann. i think i am getting some 2 in1 presents for my friends. lol dun say cheapskates laa. i am seriously broke.

and i dun have any idea wad to get for my friends for vday. everything that appears to be so nice are so expensive. reality is cruel. cute=expensive. and sad to say. i am not rich.

i am gonna keep saving until vday. after all vday is after chinese new year. so shouldnt worry so much laa.

sec 3 dhp life is so stressed. i just realised that dhp is gep ip. in case you dunno. gep is gifted education prog lol. and so they are treating us like gifted students. i dun think my brain is gifted enough but i am already in the prog. sadness.

sch just reopened and i already have lyk 5 to 6 project assignments. I seriously think i cant cope. The projects include geog, cme, physics, chem, language arts and mpp. and not the mention to science mentorship prog i applied for with charmaine and jue hui. Surprisingly our applications got approved. which means more stress laa

and sec3s are to decorate the art club noticeboard for chinese new year. For all i noe, art club has been clinching first prize for the annual cca noticeboard competition. so we were expected by our seniors to do well laa. I dunno if we will make the mark. but i think we definitely wont disappoint our seniors becos there are such talented artists in art club such as chi ching, dawn, jia min, vina, charmaine, jue hui and so on. yupps

and jia min, charmaine, yongkit, andy and tingxu and i were selected to participate in this learn@singaporerivertrail2005 thing. i think we represented art club or something. which adds extra pressure to my already very busy life. and tingxu seems so keen to win.

every tuesday got sc contact time. means no time to visit cushka.

i am not going on the trip to paris/london during the march hols. no time and dun have parents' consent.

our applications for the science mentorship prog has been approved but the topic that we chose have not been approved yet. when its approved, we have to make a trip down to singapore poly every week for 3 hours to do research. and june hols we have to work fulltime for the first two weeks.

dec hols have an immersion prog i think.

alright monday have pe lesson. siva is so interesting cann.

a maths is seriously getting on my nerves. its so difficult lorhs. a maths is like as easy as abc to guys. helmi is not as bad as i thot. quite nice. but his jokes are rather cold for no one laughs when he cracks a joke. lol but he is nice. and wen jian got saboed to be the maths rep.

well i am surviving with lab lessons. its not as bad as i thot. yupps. can be fun laa.

how come life is not as bad as i thot yet i am still feeling miserable and depressed? aside from the fact that i am sick laa.

physics is ok. not much comments.

biology rocks. its tough but ms loh is a gr8 teacher. i love her.

chem is ok la. one thing abt mrs phua is that she cracks jokes but she dun laugh. we laugh. haha

mpp. mr chiang is still the same laa.

alright i am not gonna comment on all the subjects

i havent start doing my homework for the so called long weekend. and i better start doing today if not i will be in deep sh*t. homework piles as high as mount everest in my opinion.

life is so stressed. am i wasting my life away or something? how come it seems lyk the whole 2005 has already been planned and i am supposed to follow it? Will there be any surprise or miracle along the journey?

life is lyk a box of chocolate, you never noe wad surprise you are in for.

wil there even be a surprise awaiting me?

i cant believe orientation is over. i dun wan to return to my old self. the quiet and reserved me. i dun wan i dun wan.

i noe i have daoed many ppl the past few days laa. i ran out of energy and enthu-ness get it. i am tired. seriously tired.

as the saying goes, every day is a lesson learnt.

izzit even true for me?

oh ya i just remembered i have signed up for this cip prog on valentine day. going to spend valentine day with the elderly. haha maybe its not every girl's dream to spend a valentine day this way. but at least its meaningful. anyway the cip is for chinese new year celebration laa. i have dreams too. i dreamt of spending valentine day with my mr right. its every girl's dream. lyk duhhh.

but we have to do the right things at the right time. I cant possibly just grab any guy out there to spend vday with me right. lol

let love find me. i am not finding love.

i shall talk abt something more happy laa.

yay i am gonna have a baby cousin soon. wheeee

alright. oh ya today is panda choo weilin's birthday!!

happy birthday panda!!!! shen ri kuai le!

tomorrow's eldon's birthday and i havent gotten anything for him.

yupps life goes on.

Love like you have never been hurt before. noe the meaning of this quote? dunno? then you have to read chocolate books. yupps

When wonder and love become as indispensable to you as foundation and blush, you will become the most radiant woman in the world - Sarah Ban Breathnach